Turn the Amps Up to 11…for Jesus of Course

I just posted this on Twitter and had a hard time articulating what I really want to say in 140 characters:

If I had to choose: I would take one simple act of service to a person in need over singing 100 songs at a Christian rock/’worship event’

Let me expound…

I’ve been living in a place where I’m very removed from the Christian sub-culture of my past. I don’t often hear of the newest and ‘greatest’ trends ins Churchianity. And when I do get wind of these trends I’m often left feeling like Christianity is running on a newer, more clever, more ‘excellent’ treadmill that we’ve been running on for generations. While we get better and better at ‘doing Church’ we don’t make any real progress in being the ambassadors of Jesus that we’re beckoned/supposed/called/asked/left to be.

I was watching a video on youTube of a Christian rock concert that we now call a worship event. Worship leaders are the new Christian rock stars. I wonder how many ‘worship’ albums have been produced and sold in the past 5 years? The funny thing is that I’m having a hard time calling this a worship movement. It’s a movement, but of the consumeristic kind: consuming experience, consuming more musical gear, consuming more CD’s, consuming the latest trends…But I can’t call this a movement of true worship of God. Yes, it’s singing song to and about God, and this is a part of worship, but it’s not the full thing. It’s like a reading a restaurant menu out-loud and ordering the food, but not eating.

So here is what I’m not saying: I’m not saying that I don’t like singing as worship. I’m not saying that it’s not worship. I’m not saying that it is not beneficial. I’m not saying I don’t buy Christian worship albums that I like. I’m not saying that I don’t appreciate Christians who lead worship or make a living by leading worship.

I am saying that I have a growing concern that worship is a new form of consumerism that feels like the ‘right kind of spirituality’ for a demographic of people that prefer to ‘feel Jesus’ as opposed to living for and like Him. If our expressions of worship only move us into wanting newer/better/more exciting singing and music, then I don’t believe it’s really worship. True encounter with God draws us into being more like him: sent into the world to be messengers of promise, grace, love, hope, and forgiveness. If my singing and music were becoming idols in my life over-and-above following Jesus into the world then I would never pick up a guitar again. I’m not saying that as hyperbole. Better is one day fixating on the right things of God, than thousands elsewhere….

You may call me judgmental or whatever. I know that post like this runs that risk…critiquing worship. But if you feel defensive about this (as I do a little bit even myself) then I think there might be something to look at.

After all, we learn in scripture (Micah 6:8) what God requires of us: To do justice, love mercy, and to walk humbly. I fail to see anything in there that says, “Let’s turn the amps up to 11 and rock out for Jesus.” But maybe that’s just me…


It’s not easy

The title of this post could apply to a lot of things in my life right now. Speaking spanish, playing futbol, finding rhythm in life…but right now it’s about how it’s not easy leading my family at the moment.

I want to be a good husband, father, and leader for my family. But this season of life is kicking my butt. We’ve had no rhythm in our lives, lots of illness, more change, and the two kid thing really changes things. I’m continually pulled out of the house by futbol, meeting with people, trying to get ‘work’ stuff done, doing errands and I feel like my family suffers with how much I’m doing out of the house, while I feel like I could be doing more to move forward with our work here.

Tonight we had a pretty intense conversation over sushi…it was not a fun conversation. The kind where I think I said little to help and maybe didn’t make a lot of sense. I need to lead my family out of the spot we’re in and into something different. We’re making progress, but it’s slow going when we’re sick. Change just takes time…and takes making small choices every day that take us further into being who God wants us to be. As for now, I’m ready for bed and ready to wake up tomorrow and enjoy a new day…

Maybe you’re in the same spot as me…maybe you’re trying to turn a corner in life that seems to be coming slower than you’d like. Join me in remembering that each step of the way has it’s lessons to absorb and it’s challenges that make us ready for what’s around the corner. Maybe you just feel stuck…stopping and looking around isn’t a bad thing either. Our culture tells us that progress is moving forward…but moving forward in the wrong direction isn’t really progress. If you’re stuck like I feel some days, take some time to look at the big picture, look at where you are, and seek out the lessons you could be learning being stuck we’re your at.

Ok…that was a bit coachy…I’m tired…good night!